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It’s always great to see some of your work get used for other games or for gameplays within the original game it was created for. This level is from the modification CRASH Squad TRAM Design made for Kingpin: Life of Crime.

Creamator says: Being a fan of the Crash Squad mod & all ready have done a conversion of this map for deathmatch..this version is for Colors CTF mod. After reworking this map & some beta testing its ready to go…

You can grab the map from here

There’s a line in a poem somewhere that fits me right now
But I can’t find it
Instead, looking to you, I find I’m able to feel it
I redefine myself
Again
After all this time
Back to what I believed I was
Since then, buried under some pile of falseness
To be dug up seeing light through the removed pieces
To be myself
To not even remember what it feels like to be otherwise
To dream and hope
To believe
Thank you

Here’s to what I believe is possible
To what I believe inevitable
And to everything I am unable to imagine coming true that I’ve yet to realize able
Cheers

I can’t rightly see
Thinking of the struggle within me
The source for fight within us for better
The source of all things that make us be
And I feel yours

Mine no less or more, but different still
As I myself am still
And so many things wait for you
And so many things wait for me

And snow mounds in front winter yards pop into my mind
Melting and making and taking their time
And in the sun’s rays through these blinds
As hard as it is to see; to play
So hard that I close my eyes and lose myself in this moment or two or five
I realize the sun’s rays in my eyes thaw the snow around me
And I become alive before I know it

Warm I trust is not what all else is
And I should be feeling warm all the time, I think
I should have known
All affects, affect the source of all struggles
As the struggle is not a struggle anymore
Instead it’s like waiting for the sun’s rays
To melt the mounds of snow in our front yards
And to reveal the special hiding things
That have been there all along

And as the source of fight within continues
Always being the source of beauty
We realize that source can never be lost
To something as temporary as a winter snow
Coming for just a period of our lives
To move on at the coming of a new season

Just another hour or two and I’ll be spending it with a few friends and family. I’ve got some beautiful steaks, hot Italian sausages, I’ve made a few Jalepeno burgers to toss on there and then we have Squash and Asparagus which always turn out great on the grill.

Have a happy and safe 4th of July!